I try not to, because it's all about friendship

Sometimes I wonder, do I really look like a person who doesn't go for entertainment/concert/karaoke. Seriously, I'm not being sensitive or unhappy just because I don't get a call or message from you. At least, " Hey Charmain, how are you?"  OR maybe I'm not good enough to be your friend, I'll try harder next time. Sorry if I offended you.

p/s : You guys are still the best, I love ya !
p/ss :: No offence ya, I just write what i thought of =D

If I could be just like you, Pris ;)

Oh Prisca babayy, the oh-so Chinese-Canadian lady , xD
How's life over Vancouver? Miss you la, Me and Tracy are waiting for ya to come back during your summer school holidays. *big smile*
Ah ah ah...Gotcha, mad sweet wei ! Both of you are so chiioo ! Love it to the max.

*credits to Prisca =)

Prisca and her lovey dovey =)

p/s: OMG, Pris ! Your lovey dovey is soooooo handsome ! I wanna find one, just like him or maybe *David Archuleta #2, teehee =)

You and I

Somehow, I just love this MV, Sweet story but sad ending =(

Random.

Now playing : Wavin' Flag by Young Artist for Haiti

It's Earth Hour babayy! =D

OMG, I'm so damn happy right now, like SERIOUSLY ! Cause.....I'M GOING TO WORK IN  A PETSHOP, *woof woof* Hooyeah! I'm such an animal lover, don't I ? xD 

Yeah, as I tweeted, I work just for the DSLR's sake (I wanna get one to shiok sendiri ;D ), if not, I won't want to work, I'm such a lazy bum ( and I know that ._________. ) 

Everyone is starting college, even my girls are going to college soon *sigh*. I'm the last one among the GANGS.

January intake : MiMi aka Mi Shyuan, =D
April : Ice-Cream aka Min Yuan, =D
May : Alvin
June : Jia Le, Ah Boon, So zai Tham =D, Dar-LING ;)

July : Your's truly, D=

I just don't know what else to do besides managing the blogshop. =-/ FML. 3 months and 3 days till my college starts. Right now, I'm finding room/room mates in KL Sentral, somewhere near brickfields. But heck, no one email/call me. And now, everyone is expecting me to come back to Seremban everyday until I get a room. FML again, what a waste of my time. The crap KTM always cramp like *whatever* , especially 5 pm to 6 pm. Ughhh. Just wait and see,I'll try my best to get a room ASAP. =.=

Just read someone's blog an hour ago, mad sweet wei =D 

Okay la, as a close friend, I'll always support both of you no matter what. (See...I'm such a good good friend xD) And hell yeah, both of you  do not disappoint us ya. (Alvin, I'm pin-pointing at you , lol )
Me ? Not getting into any relationship yet, cause I made a deal with someone, Ughhh. A bad deal =.= And yeah, what the girls said were right, why I'm so rushing? All I got is time, time and more time ! Sometimes, you just gotta move on, it's not like you're going to stop there forever cause your life still goes on... This is what I thought and I don't know how others think about it. *No offence ya =)
Eeeeek, gotta ciao first, movie and drama session, wooooooooootz !

p/s : I'm moving on, that's what you call -- Good life

p/ss : But, if you fall for me, I'm not easy to please ;)

Part of the world - 3

I'm just faking a smile behind the walls.

Earplugs are advisable .

Guys, if we are having any karaoke session next time please bring your earplugs. And Ah Boon a, no more Lady Gaga's songs for you, especially "Bad Romance". My ears were bleeding when you started singing the "Oh-oh-oh-ooooooooooooooo". You guys are really damn good at singing la *salute*

I will tell you how good are they =.=

p/s :: Oh maaaan, I have been searching for his FACEBOOK profile for ages la, c'mon ! No sign of it !!

I know what you wish for ;)

Credits to Bei Li. =D

Happy Birthday So Zai, Jia Jun =D

p/s : I actually hate you because you always tease me, sei so zai =-/ Anyway, it's your birthday, I'll forgive you =D

Phone Maniac.

Phone fever is backkkkkk. Yeah, thanks to dad =.= Since I got ok-results for my SPM, dad said he will get me a blackberry-like phone, probably a nokia E series phone. Errr, I want a sidekick phone, it is soooo chio, love it to the max !!

Eeeeek, I don't know how good is this phone, but I will just give it a try =D

I love this Nokia sidekick Music express phone. Chiio to the max =D

I have to choose either one, FML. I'm not a big fan of Nokia, cause I just hate their kolot designs. Ish, I really don't know la, dad just called few days ago, he said he's going outstation and ask me to choose the phone ASAP. Yeah, I'm still choosing cause I have no idea which one I want  .______________.

Gotta ciao first, going out with the dudes and duchess in less than one hour.

p/s: I'm going to take E63, but the specs are kinda sucks =/

This is all so crazy.

Credits to Joevin , *smile*

( For more pictures and best photography, do link to Joevin's blog ya =D ) 

Happy belated Birthday, Shawn !

p/s : I like the DSLR, I wanna get one too !! Ughh.

"I know what he wants"

"I know what he wants."

Rating : 7/10

Astro sucks, no movies at all . I ended up watching this movie -Legion, say 2 hours ago. I wanted to watch this with the Dudes and Duchess, but some of us are still underage, so we can't make it .

To me, the storyboard was just so weird.Some are not even stated in the bible, duh.  Okay, It was all about a fallen angel, Michael and another Angel, named Gabriel (Of course, these 2 angels are exist in the bible.) , the end of the world, how the angels manipulate the human beings, prophecies,  and how God send Gabriel to destroy the world. It's all BULLCRAP. God wouldn't hurt the human beings that he created on the earth, He won't let us suffer. And yeah, angels will not manipulate human beings, okay? Prophecies, I believe as the Bible already stated (It's on the Revelation). How God send Gabriel to destroy the world? Nah, this is SERIOUSLY crap, crap and crap. Then, why would God sent Gabriel to Mary about the good news, as well as spreading the Gospel to the shepards? It doesn't make any sense to me. 

(Hello, I read the bible and go to church every Sunday. I'm not stupid, and I know the story about Angel Gabriel, Michael and Lucifer. Duhh!)

Anyway, it's just a movie la, if they don't change the storyboard, no one wants to watch it, right? No offence ya, I just write what I know about the Bible (even though I'm still consider young) . 

p/s: Correct me if I'm wrong =D

Part of the world - 2

You are the light of the world,

The Alpha and the Omega. 

This is the E.N.D. I will never ever gonna say anything.

Part of the world - 1

Living in the world of Euphoria .

This is not some politic issue, but PERSONAL rant.

I'm so piss right now. Once I see Asam Laksa, I will start cursing that biatch ! C'mon la, I'm not talking to her also, I'm talking to Kak.Fazrena lar! I'm Chinese, so what?! Does it matters you? Did I poison your food OR did I condemn you? NO, I didn't do anything, and helllo EFF you, you are just an old virgin. =.= 

This is how it goes. (Conversations)

Me : "Saya mau burger satu."

*My phone rang, and it was my mum*

Me : "Auntie Rena, my mum asked you what you order for lunch?"

Kak.Rena : "Eh ! Don't call me auntie auntie auntie, call me "jie jie" la. I'm still young why call me auntie pulak?! Slap you then you know "

Me : "Hahahahahahaha, LOL. "

*I was joking, and Kak.Fazrena was joking as well. We know we are just joking, and that shit old lady knew it*

She turned to Kak.Fazrena and there she goes,

Shit old lady : "eeeeeeee ! Budak ni tak da mata pulak. Panggil ko auntie auntie. Tak da otak langsung"

*Kak.Fazrena was so damn pissed, and she was so sucked up*

Kak.Rena : "Berapa ni semua?!"

Shit old lady : "10 ringgit. Budak ni 5 ringgit"

Kak.Rena : "Bayar semua sekali lar!"

That shit old lady gave her a stunt look. Why a?! Malay cannot mix with chinese friends a?! Eh, "Satu Malaysia" ni , dan ko sedang berdiri di tempat kerajaan, Putrajaya tau?! Ko cakap macam tu, jangan ko sesekali panggil saya "budak budak". Hellllllllo Perempuan sial, saya ni ada otak, kalau saya ni tak ada otak, ko mungkin sudah dihentam kao kao tau?! Kalau saya ni tak da mata, saya tak mungkin panggil ko auntie, saya panggil ko perempuan sial ! Sila jangan jaga tepi kain orang lain, tapi tolong jaga tepi kain sendiri.

People are so racist nowadays, like SERIOUSLY. I did not even talk to her, I just asked that old virgin to pack my food. I wasn't talking to her , I was fooling with Kak.Fazrena. Do you have any rights to condemn me?! Since I'm not calling you "Auntie", why so effing busy body? All you have to do is to pack the food and just hand it over to us, that's it. You have no rights to comment other people, biatch =.=

C'mon everybody, Program "One Malaysia" sedang dijalankan, please do RESPECT other races, I don't give a damn about who you are.

So right now I say,

When I get older,

I will be stronger,

They'll call me freedom

Just like a waving flag

and then it goes back...

xoxo,

Random

Is my life for rent?

I'm still thinking whether to join the Dudes for Karaoke Session tomorrow. I don't feel like going out but want Karaoke ! Ughhh, FML. If I'm going out again, she will screw me up, SERIOUSLY . The Duchess are not going, Darling Chow went to Bali, and my darling Lim went to Philippine. Ann is going, but if I don't go, she's the only girl , xD

Ahh, wtv. I'm not going la. 

So busy dealing with the scholarship, study loans, college stuffs, craps and craps and more craps.

And talking about college stuffs, I'm so regret for the decision I made,  A-levels. =.= FML. I should have take foundation instead of A-levels. One year for foundation ; 18 months for A-levels (which means, I will end my A-levels at 2012). I wanted to cancel my A-levels but I can't forfeit the 300 bucks ( Registration fess) . Ughhhhh, I made a mistake, the wrong moves! Damn it. Help. Besides that, my college is situated at the core of KL,KL Central (Yeah, but no entertainment =.=). That area seriously sucks to the core wey, no ZOUK, no EUPHORIA. NO, nothing entertaining ! Now I know why she wants me to go to MCKL, nevermind, I still can go to The MIST! Bahahahahaha! 

I also heard that, if the students did not complete their assignments/projects, they will call up their parents. *Gasp* OMG. This is so stress wey, like I'm still in secondary school. ._____________.

I don't know how I'm gonna survive without the shit Astro (which it screwed me up just a few minutes ago). My grandparents are blaming me just for Astro' sakes! Ughhhhh. There she goes, going cuckoo in a sudden!

"Cut off the Astro la."

"Huh?! Why?!"

"Cut it off lar! if not? You pay ar!" *She always says that and it piss me off badly*

"No ASTRO then what we watch ohh!!??"

"No need to watch lar!! "

=.= Okay, that was really sucks. I feel like ish, cursing/slapping/shooting her to the max. And my grandparents was sooooooooo ish, they went cuckoo too, "Ok la, fine. Just cut it off. It's good for both of us!" FML. NO Astro, NO life ! Crap.

p/s: Darling Chow, I hope you are coming over to MCKL for A-levels , please don't leave me for UTAR =( 

Be careful what you wish for !

Ish! Terminator T-800, Marcus . That's what we, Dudes and Duchess gang call his name  =D
Aiks, Happy Birthday, may your wish come true lar huh !And oh yeah, We still beh song you ! *pfffbbbt* Bahahahahaha! Anyway, you are so mad cccccchiiiiiiiioooooo lar, kay?! SMILE =D

Current Music : Like I never left by Akon ft Whitney Houston

I LOVE your smile,
I LOVE the way you look at me,
I LOVE when there's only the 2 of us,
I just LOVE how it feels...

Just LOVE,

Charmain

If our love is a fairytale

Current Music : True Colours by Kasey Chambers

Just came back from Jusco. I was having Karaoke Session with Wesler, Mee  and the other 3 girls. I tell you, I was bored to death! At least, the dudes and duchess are not as boring as them, at least we can still hog at the Chicken Rice Shop or Hongkie, chat like nobody's business and laugh like there is no tomorrow. (Ish, I'm starting to miss them). I met Gilbert, have a little chit chat after that, I'm  glad to see him again ! Wooooooootz!

Another babe with LOVE problem, *sigh* *shakes head* I can't do anything and I'm lost also cause I'm having the same problem. Like SERIOUSLY, Why do I like him? Ughhhh, when the girls start talking about the topic, it makes me wanna fall more for him. OR maybe, I'm already falling for him =( Oh please please please, I just wanna forget about it =-/

StarStruck

Current Music : Pas De Deux by Wilber Pan

Was having lotsa fun in One Utama yesterday. Mad tired and sweating like nobody's business, but it's worth the paid also. They were having some events for Women's Day. I saw lotsa Malaysian Artist/band and Datin Paduka Zaiton (Dr Mahathir's daughter). Vince Chong and Aizat (from Akademi Fantasia), Dayang Nurfaizah, Wakaka Group ( from Battleground' 09), Jim Hackman, One Nation and etc etc (Can't name it all out). OMG, Vince Chong is chooooooooo handsome and macho! I took a picture with Vince Chong, Kak.Fazrena too! She was crazy over him. I'm waiting for her to upload the photos that we had taken yesterday =D

So, there was a cheer leading performance. Mum and Kak.Fazrena said the girls are so PLASTIC (if you get what I mean =D) 

And this is Vince Chong from Akademi Fantasia. Told ya that Kak. Fazrena were shouting and screaming for Vince Chong. SPOT Vince Chong?? Hahaha!

They are having a walkathon from the Central Park Bandar Utama. The first to go is the STARBUCKS team. Boo! 


After the walkathon, there were tons and tons of programmes going on. Hip-hop and B-Dance performance. Warm up from the Celebrity Fitness and Live performance from all the Malaysia Artist/Band. All the Malay songs damn nice wey, it was so much more better than chinese song =D 
OMG, there's another Carnival I have to attend this coming Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. It is the International Hot Air Balloon @ PutraJaya. Ish, I don't feel like going there! 

 I am not meant for you....

But I told myself,

I will never be the same, if we ever meet again

Memories will be treasure deep down in my heart.

Love,

Charmain.

Random.

Current Music : Life for rent by Dido

Ishhhhhhhhh, I read someone's blog just now,so mad sweet eh,2 couples sharing one blog and writing the same post. *wink wink* Yeah Alvin, I'm talking about you, xDD. I wonder what is wrong with people nowadays, it seems like LOVE is in the air. =.= But LOVE, can you see my hand? =-/

Okay okay, just cut the crap off.

Headed to Methodist College this morning and yea, I'm taking A-levels. =.= I have chosen 4 subjects,Mathematics (Oh nooo! They told me it's tougher than Accounting and Form 5 Additional Math, ._____.), Business Studies, Economics and Accounting.
Well, Taylor's are not approving my Scholarship Application Form, I was so disappointed at that moment, SERIOUSLY. But that lady ask me to take A-level at any other College first then only go to TUC for my Degree studies. Ughhhh, whatever la. I'm not really in the mood to talk about TUC and that crap scholarships .

Re-Wind

Yeah, yesterday's post was a bit.....* I don't know how to say, LOL*. I will take t back for what I said yesterday. Life still goes on, it's not the end of the world yet. Since my results turn out to be this kind of crap, I must work hard on my A-levels. Just as what Rachel commented, I still have to move on so why not save up my tears instead of wasting time there crying like nobody's business, xD.
Well, to be honest, I wasn't crying (actually *wink*), in fact, I was happy about my results. It's not easy to get B+ for science subjects (especially for people like me who study last minute). And then, Got an A for crap Sejarah (Fuhhhhhhhhh, I always got E for it, ish !). Moral?? (As easy as ABC, cause I always score and A for it, LOL) and a B for chinese (Whoa, first time maaan. Half banana also can get B! ).
I feel so bad for my friends who hope for 8 As' - 9 As', but it turn out to be 2 As'. Don't cry, there still a way out, cheers ! But yesterday, there was a girl (whom I actually know, just a hi-bye friend or not even one), damn it! She got 9 As' and she was crying like mad cause there was a B for don't know what subject.
Ei, you want me to slap you?! Then what about others who took 2As' - 5As' ? Kill themself?? Ishh, memang crazy =.=

Off to Methodist college later. Have made up my mind, will be doing A-Levels in Methodist College for the first year, and Second year in TUC for Degree Studies  =D

Sunny came home.

A short update here. Yup, I just got my results today, just between BAD and EXCELLENT but a lil bit below  GOOD (whattheeff am I talking bout?! xD) . Don't ask me how many As' I got cause Bible knowledge really screw me up, pretty much disappointing as well as the 3 science subjects. like Hellllllllllllllllo?! I study my ass off till 3 am for Biology, Physics, and Chemistry! FML like SERIOUSLY! And what I get?? Those important  ones really screw me up, but the not-so-important subject got freakin As', holy shiiiit =.= Okay, I know some of them might be cursing me cause (some of them) they got 3 As', 4 As' or maybe 2 As', to them I'm consider good. But Helllllllllllo again, I'm a science student, and you know what people said? "Aiya, don't worry la, you can get 8 As' lar! You are science student wo?!" Okay, what can I say now? Since they already had their mind set, that Science student can get 8 As' easily, well sorry lo, I can't and I just mess it up! I can see that my mum was a lil bit disappointed and what she told me really pissed me off.

" I got 5 As' and 6 Bs' "
"Huh?? 5 As' only, why so sucks??"
" *speechless* "
"Ok lo, not bad.."

I went back home and she started it all over again.

"You really disappoint me!"

Okay, what more can I say?! Do you know how it feels when someone "shoots" that sentence right on your face, I cried cause what can I do?? Re-sit for the SPM? Kill myself right in front of her?? Or bang my head on the wall??

Anyway, wanna thank Darling Chow, Darling Lim, Jieggie, Cornelia Watson and friends that I know. Thanks for cheering me up ya! Love ya guys!

When everything turns upside down..

When everything turns upside down, you know you could have mess it up ...

Miishu !

Choong Jia Junn and Wong Jia Jun!

Ish, the 2 jokers again! Choong Jia Jun just came back from his PLKN. I was chatting with him, say few minutes ago! Woooootz, felt happy for him cause of some reasons! LOL Gonna meet up with the dudes and darlings at the school tomorrow! 

Bad news.

Current Music : Marchin on by Timbaland ft One Republic

Bad news. Yeah, there are always bad news for me.
(Oh maaan, I need some alcoholic drinks now)

Mum really did made her decisions now, she will be sending me to Methodist College. (Nooooooooo! seriously FML), taking AUSMAT too =-/ Ughhh.

And

It seems like HELP UC will be a better choice for me to continue my degree studies, compare to TUC =(

And

Mum expect me to come back to this shit place, Seremban instead of renting a house in KL?! *smack head and bang head*

And

I don't know what to do if my SPM results turn out to be a piece of crap =.= FML

Can't wait to go to college (for some reasons..) and meet new friends. This time, I seriously won't drag myself to FORM 6, definitely NO NO NO! Even though I have no choice, I won't go for FORM 6 also =-/ 

p/s: Ei, Wasabi, I will post the Genting trip part 2, but not now as I'm seriously BUSY with my COLLEGE stuffs =.= Be patient!

The rush.

Beer paty, anyone?? Want to lepas steam after taking my SPM results. =.=

Ok, I'm currently using my mum's laptop to blog. I'm too lazy to walk up to my room and switch on my laptop. Plus, I'm helping her with ze 2 websites. EDIT and UPLOAD , UPLOAD and EDIT. FML!

Mum starting to nag, and I want some beer/ wine to calm myself. I begin to think what if my results are seriously sucks like shit, and yeah, I can't apply for the damn scholarships. See! This is what I'm worrying now.

Options, options and options.

HELP, Taylor's UC or Methodist College?

AUSMAT, A-level or Foundation?

International Business and marketing, Forensic scientist or Nutrition/Dietetics?

Seriously FML now =.=

Business courses are definitely not my choice. Forensic studies are what I actually wanted to go for(cause I love to see dead bodies, finding evidence and etc etc)  but mum was like,Uhhh? Forensic scientist wo, can survive in Malaysia or not?? See, what else can I say? She wants me to go for business, and yea, in the end I made up my mind to take international business and marketing (Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww to the max) Dad keep on putting pressure on me, asking me is this really what I want?? Damn it la wey! I don't know how to answer it.

I pray every night to Dear Father God, and I hope He hears my prayer =D

I don't like you. I say don't MEANS don't, that's it. 

Only Father God knows ..

Staircase to Heaven.
I wanna see Dear, Father God. There are sooo  many things I wanna tell him.
like Seriously now, I try my best to make things better, but it turn out worst, WORST than I thought. Ughhh. =.=
Only Father God knows what is happening now and I know that someday he hears my prayer ..

Love, 
Charmain.

We the gangs, SECRET! (Part 1)

Ok, so I call this we the GANGS. Cause wheerever we go, you will see us (the same face) fooling, messing around =D Gonna brief it, not-so-long post .There will be 3 parts , so this will be the part 1

Well, waiting for the (stupid) train to arrive, we cam like nobody's business. Shiok sendiri at the same time =D

Trash, trash and more trash!!

The real joker, I laugh non-stop whenever he tried to say something xD

 Having our breakfast/lunch (or you call it BRUNCH/BRANCH)

Taa-Daa! Told ya, I <3 their pancakes! Nom Nom Nom!

See the joker?? He can't sit still, he was having his camera with him all the time!! LOL

Everyone was eating quietly. Enjoy their breakfast with a delighted heart. (Oh gawd, what am I talking?!)

Your's truly was eating her pancake, and then here comes the camera man(a.k.a joker)!

He stole the grape jam from me and then this was what he did,

Doing stupid thing! He put the grape jam on the Hash brown. Yaiks!

Waiting for the Genting bus to depart from KL Sentral. I swear I will never ever wear long sleeves again!!

Darling Min Yuan,She's way tooo hawt! LOL

Standing like a joker!! Malas nak layan dia!

So, we cam...

and cam...

and cam!! LOL, what's with the hand doing there?? LOL

to be continue...(part 2)

Jessica Sanchez or Charice?

Charice Pempengco,She has an amazing voice! Yeah, I think she has a better version compare to Beyonce xD I <3 her voice!



Jessica Sanchez, also singing Halo. Both of them are good!

Is it you?

I try to say goodbye and I choke,
Try to walk away and I stumble,
Though I try to hide it, it's clear,

I like you

=)

Finally.

Came back from Genting, yesterday. Lazy to blog right now, whole body is aching, due to my adrenaline rush for the whole 2 days. All the shoutings, yellings, fugly expressions taken during our visitation at the (indoor) haunted house, roller coasters, flying coasters, all the exciting games really kills me, but shiok! I'll blog about it tomorrow.

Need you now, LOVE.

LOVE, can you see my hand?

I'm all alone and I need you now..